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-我没有想象的坚强-

2010-05-22T16:17:00.000-07:00

我没有想像的大方

我没有想象的坚强

可以装到什么时候

我不知道

什么都不需要去管

很想

只要当下开心就好

但不是嘴巴说说而已那么简单

很想不在乎一切

但爱情真的不是只属于两个人

相爱哪有那么容易

[我]回来了!!

2010-04-01T19:25:00.000-07:00

噹噹噹~~

主人回来了...

嘻嘻

本小姐真的有点懒

已经好久好久没来更新我的部落了~

想说的是

人总是会变的

不管你想或不想要或不要

还是会随着时间经历而作出改变

有时候这种改变来得无声无息

就是说 [人] 会在不知不觉中变得不一样

我呢?

我也变了

变成怎么样

我也说不上来

只知道自己在思想言行举止都跟以前不同了

变好? 或变坏?

什么时候开始变的呢??

我真的不懂

以前的人都说

人言可畏

这句话是真的

一个东西或一件事情

如果被一传十十传百

或被加盐加醋

就会变得一发不可收拾

所以

不可以随便完全相信别人口中的话

至于别人口中的我

听了难免会不舒服

可是我可以做些什么吗?

辩解?

事情只会越描越黑

只能够表示沉默

这个世界上

每一个人都有一把衡量标准的尺度

当你的所作所为不被受到肯定

也不需要难过

为何要因为别人不同的尺度标准而伤心难过呢?

没错~

我要自己加油

要不然

谁会为我加油呢?

2010更新

2010-02-02T12:39:00.000-08:00

好久好久都没上来更新我的部落了

最近也不是说特别忙

只是没心情

最近身边人的嘴脸都很恐怖

因为都是假的

这头说一套那头做另一套

心计耍得和连续剧一样

我讨厌这样的世界讨厌这样的朋友

*说好话*

别人的东西不要随便乱说

说话前要先衡量这一番话会不会伤害或影响别人

无论如何 都要为自己或身边的朋友保留一点秘密

*存好心*

祝福身边每一个人

就算自己的遭遇再不好也不要怨天尤人

我想不需要刻意去做好事

只要没做坏事就对得起自己别人了

这是我对待朋友几个简单的原则

我亲爱的>>猩猩

终于从遥远的英国回来了

哇哈哈~

是这么久以来令我打从心底笑出来的事

我亲爱的人变美了又瘦了

可恶的是她皮肤竟然变得比我还白

气死我了~

以前的她明明就比我还要黑啊~

忘了跟她拍张照片留念....

..................................................................

最后附上我的一张近照~~

♥哭过就好了♥

2009-12-21T05:41:00.000-08:00

不喜欢怀疑什么

并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化慢慢不同

我不是生气只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了

但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变

但不能说你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

不是为了争吵为了掉头

哭过就好了痛都会走的

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方

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Mood

2009-11-27T22:00:00.000-08:00

No mood to update my blog lately

Hmm..

Nothing much to say

Nothing special to post

.....

Seems like friends all around me started with their new relationship

Except my babe, my bebe & me

3 single ladies hang around together all the time

Victor used to call us Charlie's Angel

Kevin used to call us S.H.E

Lolsss....

~Friends forever~

10/18

2009-10-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

10/18

Janice公主的生日

生日快乐哦~

很抱歉想不到要送你什么生日礼物

所以等迟点再补送给你哦~**

这一天凌晨四点下大雨

我哭了

这是我长这么大以来

第二次为了朋友流眼泪

不晓得该怎么去处理

把事情变得更糟

被我搞砸了

气话一说出口就没办法收回

我知道我最后丢下的那句话很狠

::对不起::

我只是不希望看见那样的你

看见在渐渐放弃自己的你

听见别人口中的你

我的心真的不好受

因为我是真心在乎

Live my Life

2009-10-12T03:42:00.000-07:00

Seems like i left my bloggie world behind again for quite a long time

Started to feel tired on partying recently

Is it a good news for me???

Lol...

How difficult is it to find a person who really understand you

Understand what you thinking about

What is in your mind

You are really smiles from your deep heart or you are hiding up your sorrows

My bebe always said that no one really understand her

I'm not the one who can fully understand her but i wish i was

And i'm trying my best to understand her too

I knew that she wasn't those kinda person

Peoples just like to judge someone from what they heard

Human, beside ears why don't you use your eyes & heart?

^^*

My babe is really kinda funny

She just like to hide up all her sadness

Still remember how her hands was shaking when she read tat girl's bloggie

Lol...

I knew that she was unhappy recently

But useless Miss Cass Mii did not accompany by her side

Forgive me babe~

And don't always stay alone & cry alone

i Hope that i can met with someone who was really understand me too

Someone i don't need to speak a word to

He/she will clear about what am i thinking

Disappointed about you

the one who very close to me even just for a few months

Never thought that you will believe what some strangers told you

And scolded me

Am i really that sucks?

Or i'm just that fake in your heart

Questioning myself all the time

I want MONEY

Capture this photo one day when i'm Starbuck+ing with my babe on a magazine

I'm fxxking agree with it

Haha~

What first flash in my mind is

Earn more money

To make myself happier

It's really true

Feels happy when i buy clothes, shoes, accesories, etc...

Feels happy when i spend money on eating nice food

Feels happy when i buy something for my beloved

Yeap..

I should think from another angle

My life should't be full of relationship or love

Live alone but with a bunch of buddies & ji mui

I do enjoy it

Take care of myself

Looking forward to future give a better life to my own

Treasure every single things & peoples around me

Appreciate what do i have now

Miss Cass Mii is learning to walk alone from now on ^^*

Turns into 21st BIG GURL

2009-09-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

Here i come

To post my 21st birthday celebrations

Busy like a bee recently

Until now only free to update my blog

Yea~

All friends that know me well

Cass is already addicted to party

Absolutely my 21st birthday celebration will be **Partiieee** everywhere

LoLx.... \/.\/

Day 1 [18/9]

Celebration starts at *7atenine* happy hour time

Had my dinner there

~salmon & maguro sashimi~

~Carbonara~

All very tasty
Party starts after my dinner

nonstop filling up my stomach with liquor

Day 2 [19/9]

Happy birthday to Mii~

Pass my 12am at the same place

Then we going to 2nd round

Party continue at *Phuture*

Called all my clubbing kaki there

Start blurr when i reached to phuture

Its really kinda pack there

But i still need to run around all my friends' table

Thanks for all my dearest friends' greeting here

Continue drinking

& capturing photos as much as i can

Cause i started to get drunk

Bebe keep telling me

'Not to drink anymore,

otherwise once u K.O.

you will become a die fish

and your birthday party will just end at phuture~'

GOSH...

Cass immediately refused to drink =p

3rd round Don't let the party stop

LoLz...

Continue at *Bintang Palace*

Luckily i not yet drunk

All continue <4d+ing>

Drink+Drank+Drunk+Dance

Party ends.....

Of course NO

Headed to *Crown Regency Hotel*

4th round & party never ends for me *^^*

I've got a big surprise here

All these are what they did for me

God damn touch for me

Tears nearly came out

Thanks for Mr Jason Liew, Miss MayJestine, Mr Wilson & all....

i'm still full of energy

All my friends tried to get some rest

haha~

This sleeping beauty even slept on the bath tub x.x

My babe came & joined us

We felt so hungry & started to 'cook' some food (actually its just reheat)

Crazy night~~

Sun came up

Finally i slept

but awaken by them who already get enough rest

Duh~

Went for shopping at Pavilion

Gift from my bebe**

Love it so much

Don't know what to say except Thankss *muackxx* XOXO

Lunch at Mr Victor's restaurant *MOF*

Delicious food & delicious soup

No chance to capture photos cause all hungry like hell

Dessert for birthday girl =D

Thanks again~

Went back to hotel

Took a nap first before i get ready to Poppy for my birthday celebration

But

I took a 8 hours nap

Bebe woke me up

She told me the time now is 3:30am

So, it's already

Day 3 [20/9]

My birthday pass

The last few hours of 19/9

Cass celebrated with Mr Chow

Gosh****

Cry with no tears T.T

Check out time

2pm in the afternoon

Had our lunch at babe's restaurant

Finally back to my own home

Piggy slept after my stomach full of food~

Phone kept ringing

Woke up & get ready

celebration with other friends & my brothers

Party at *Lost City*

Day 4 [21/9]

My first cake here

Party queen never felt tired

Joined my bebe's party at Times Square Hotel

Hehe

My mother specially came from Kuantan

No idea have to leave the party earlier and meet her

Had a simple lunch with her at kepong

Miss her but she had to rush back for her business

Party too hard these few days

My energy nearly exhausted

reached home at 5pm

Jump onto my bed

Sleep cause need to start work another day

Day 5 [22/9]

Rush home after finished work

Cause dated pretty Janice for dinner at *The Apartment*

~Baked fish with cheese on top~

Card & gifts hand-made by her

~Pretty necklace~

It's been a long long time i never met with her

LoLx..

Miss our time

& Thanks for Mr Jack too

***

THE END

***

p/s: For more photos please visit my facebook profile''

Never make any wish for myself on my 21st birthday

Cause i knew what i want won't comes true

But wish all my friends & family all the best

Thousand TQ to you all *^^**

NeW mii NeW life

2009-09-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

My big day is coming very soon

Supposed to be very excited & happy

But

dunno why

Really NO MOOD at all

NO mood to plan where to celebrate

NO mood to plan where to go

NO mood to plan what to do

NO mood to think who to celebrate with

Its been a long long time ago for me to celebrate a *SINGLE* birthday

Celebration without a person who cares & love me

Seems like ages ago

Luckily

i still have a bunch of ji mui & friends with me

Cut my front hair yesterday

***DIY***

My front hair never short like this about a years ago

Still not really can accept it

Look so childish @.@

The last time i cut my front hair was after broke up with my ex ex

Told myself this time

Cut my front hair again

Just to start a NEW life

Don't look back anymore

[ Memories should be always sweet ]

Because i still have many others problem

Waiting for me to solve it

Have to be strong girl

Hope that i can make it

放手>很难

2009-09-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

**放手**

真的不容易

之前那段恋情

不到两个月的时间

心就没那么痛了

还以为自己很坚强

跌倒后可以很快爬起来

继续往前走

原来是因为他

慢慢地住进了我的心里

开始时

只是把他当成救生圈

在我伤心难过孤单的时候

有个人陪在左右

慢慢的却成为了我重要的一部分

现在的我又再次受伤

已经超过三个月了

这一次

没有另一个他走进我的心里

原以为时间可以冲淡一切

原以为让自己忙碌可以忘记一切

但只要一点点的事情味道照片到过的地方

就可以轻易地勾起在脑里所有的回忆

香水味甜甜圈云顶 Starbucks和蛋糕槟城生熟蛋日出降落伞

臭豆腐板面 Jet ski 跷跷板日本餐扭蛋咸蛋超人还有很多很多

我 忘不了

能够让自己永远失忆吗??

这样就不需要失眠睡不着

不需要让自己很忙碌很累

不需要时时刻刻都想哭

很想把心空出来

至少可以想想其他有用的东西

可是我办不到

虽然被狠狠地伤害

还是无法[放手]

比失眠还惨

2009-08-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

半夜惊醒

原来比失眠更可怕

昨天晚上没出去

很早就上床等自己入睡了

好不容易睡着了

半夜却突然惊醒了

没有恶梦

眼睛却自然睁开

看一看时间

3:05am

记得很清楚

强迫自己再次入睡

再一次惊醒时

时间大概是凌晨4点左右

还以为上班时间到了

跳了起来

天还黑黑的

再次盖好被子

第三次了

这次时间是5:26am

也不是恶梦

只有眼泪

一个人在黑漆漆的房里

我只想一觉睡到天亮

有这么难吗??

6:38am

眼皮慢慢撑开

再过不到半个小时就要起床上班了

累

今晚我想还是一样吧

当你离开的时候

2009-08-24T05:13:00.000-07:00

还以为自己的复原能力很强

连朋友都这样说

原来我只是把悲伤的那一面藏了起来

还以为自己已经放下了所有伤痛

原来它只是被我深深的埋在心底

快三个月了

这段时间里我不断地让自己很忙

上班外出夜归再早起上班

为的就是不想让自己有多余的时间

胡思乱想

包包不见了

里面的证件也跟着不见

又要去警察局走一趟

这次要学会自己独立

没有人可以再给我依靠

这是第三次不见了

以前都有他陪着我

习惯了依赖

所以这些事情我从来不会放在心上

没学会去认路

一个人驾车去警察局

竟然也会迷路

回忆像电影般一幕幕闪过

坐在那里眼泪又流了

结束了我也该学会坚强独立

最近爱上了这首歌>>

我只能低着头发呆

让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外

但内心还想不开

以为我明白其实你都还在

我想起了遇见你的时候

想起你眼神中的温柔

想起了我们第一次牵手我闭上眼

想起当时你怀里的颤抖

似乎那么害怕失去我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

我可以装做已释怀

他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该

在他身上找依赖

算不算是种出卖因为你一直在

我想起了遇见你的时候

想起你眼神中的温柔

想起了我们第一次牵手我闭上眼

想起当时你怀里的颤抖

似乎那么害怕失去我

然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

我想起你亲吻我的时候

想起你眼神中的沉默

想起了我们平静地分手我闭上眼

想起当时你每一个承诺

把你整个心都交给我

然而到后来我什么都没有

越是没有你越是心痛

失眠

2009-08-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

睡不着

翻来滚去

眼睛就是睁得开开的

失眠

我讨厌!!!

Shopaholic ??

2009-08-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

My buddy >>Mr. B keep pushing me to update my blog..

Cass is really kinda lazy

And dunno what to post on my blog also

Wana talk about my life??

still the same..

Working + Clubbing

My relationship status??

Enjoying my SINGLE life now..

But~

I spent a lot on shopping this month~

damn poor now... T.T...

What did i buy>>??

Mr B ask me to share it here...

All my frenz has been scolding me for never take care of my face

YUP~

i never use skin care products for these 21 years..

~Duh~

Facial foam wash & toner from The Skin Food

Wif new nail colours *BLUE & GOLD*

New clothes & skinny jeans from Forever 21

Something i bought from Sasa...

The most expensive shopping item among here..

LoLx... Also first in my life~.~

i love these shoes~

The first BLUE shoes i had... & the 'slipper' too...

i never had this kind of bag..

quite special & new style for me...

Haha~ Miss crazy Cass shop a lot of things that i wont ever buy before..

Wondering how can i continue my life this month??

NO Yum Cha~

NO Starbucks~

NO Dunhill~

What?? NO Dunhill???

Gosh... No smoke no LIFE man...

Luckily.. Mr Davis gave me a duty-free Dunhill Menthol...

Huhu~~

FOC smoking this month...Yea~

相信坦白保护自己

2009-07-25T01:59:00.000-07:00

做人要懂得保护自己

这是哈妮告诉我的

她要我记得人类是自私的动物

要为自己保留一点秘密

也不要轻易相信别人

要不然

到头来受伤害的会是自己

为什么我要毫无保留的把所有东西都告诉人

现在在大家眼中

CASS 就是个坏女人

哈哈

或许我就是这样的一个坏人吧

爱情真的会让人变得失去理智

现在连我也快看不清自己了

开始时心真得很痛

可是现在却变成了心淡

每一个人都持着自己的一套说法

有谁会觉得自己是错呢

在这一场游戏里你们俩才是主角

不要再把我牵连进去了

我只想好好的生活

不想再被搞得一塌糊涂

向左走向右走

2009-07-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

什么时候开始对这一句话有了感触

几米的漫画

<向左走向右走>

故事是说一对男女

总是缺乏相遇的缘份

一个爱往左走

另一个爱往右走

而我

却有另一番见解

这一句话

是给分开后的恋人

一个往左边离开

另一个往右边而去

大家从此都不要再见

否则只会令未愈合的伤口

再次裂开

第一次分开走

他往左，我往右

没勇气回头看

我只知道自己哭得很惨

泪如雨下

第二次

我往左，他往右

心揪得很痛

眼泪不受控制流了下来

第三次

我往前走，他转身离开

这一次我也不敢回头

可是并没有掉泪

是伤愈合了??

还是便坚强了呢???

这几天待在家

心情都很低落

常坐在房间一角抽着烟

特别空虚寂寞

刚刚看见bebe写给我的部落

很感动

希望我可以把眼泪擦干

不再浪费眼泪

不让你们为我担心

♥ LAST alcohol LIFE ♥

2009-07-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

Really felt that my energy is exhausting...

CASS's engine is nearly condemned..

GOSH~

**CASS** 's alcoholic life has to STOP here...temporarily..

LoLx.... XD

Just simply jot down where did i went for enjoy my alcohol life.

23/6

Had dinner with my babe & Mr. Sean @ Daikanyama..

After that we were heading to Cap Square Modestos

to drink with Mr. Sean's friends>>Beer there~

Meet bebe & Mr. Edward at Quattro after that>>Black Label there~

24/6

Hanz BIG day~

celeb at Dolphin cafe

then babe & me headed to Quattro again

25/6

Dinner with bebe & Mr. Botak

Beer at Station 1 with Leong Leong

Mr Edward joined..

Huh~ Quattro again...

26/6

mr. Eric BIG day~

celeb at Poppy Garden..

Drunk le...^^

27/6

Yoko's BIG day..

celeb at Poppy Garden again..

Duh~

Drunk again.....@.@

Yum Cha with somebody that morning

Made my mood x.x...

28/6

Drink at Sky Bar with Chanel & her friends

babe dun wan come because ~~

bad la..

Mr Jerel & Mr Alvin join us as well

2nd round at Ming Tian

2 more tower of Beer...

yuMM~

29/6

Dinner with someone at RaKuZen

damn nice~

After that headed to Sanctuary with babe & Mr Alvin.

1 jug Long Island & 2 jug of beer~

Nice MIX..

but quite fast to get drunk

30/6

Beer wit Mr Botak at Station 1.

cause he knows that im going to quit this kinda alcohol life..

ask me for LAST drinks...^^

Mr Mario's BIG day...

went for celeb wit him~

1/7

Babe ask for drink at Dolphin Cafe with her friends.

i have no energy to walk & talk.

but BEER~

hehe~ Still go for it..

Duh~

2/7

MOS night.

Long long time never been there already.

Lot of memories there..

Kinda sweet lolx.....

mr. Edward at CoCo...

walked there & beer awhile with him...

3/7

Neway K & buffet & beer~

Wu~~

After that VelVet & Phuture...

checked body temperature before went in..

Lucky that im pass~

4/7

PoPPy Garden

The last day i promise my frenz

after all these wont drink everyday...

5/7

Lay on my bed

rolling from left to right

GOD!!

cant sleep at all...

Missing my night out & alcohol..

Already drank for whole month>>NONSTOP

Duh~

Must have self control CASS..

Sleep lol~

如果我变成回忆

2009-06-27T17:36:00.000-07:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着你心像往常还有热

越美丽越更勇敢的

我还能展示什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你坐挨哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆

最怕我太不通气

顽固的赖在空气

霸占你心里每一寸空隙

要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

~+Honey's BIG day+~

2009-06-24T06:03:00.000-07:00

23/6

Babe & I went to honey's house to look for her.

because it's her BirthDay~

She brought us a piece of cakes.

Chocolate Indulgence from Secret recipe.

Nice^^

It's already 2am in the morning

Duno where to go

Honey said : Why don't we go McD

it's 24 hrs

headed to McD

had our supper & cake there

But... Fried chicken had sold out that night

Honey & I feeling like wanna eat chicken

3 stupid women went to the nearby KFC

Take away & had our fried chicken at Honey's house.

We chit-chatting & eating there..

LoLz...

Kept pushing my Honey take MC don't go work

since she so less come out with us

Finally~

SUCCESS

Slept untill 8am

We all decided to go my house & continue sleeping

Cause honey's room is single bed..Duh~

Pity honey slept on the floor

Me & babe share her single bed..

LOLz...

Woke up 2pm in my house

Honey wants Starbucks

I tried Dark Mocha today

Taste not bad

but must without the berry sauce

Cause i hate berry~

Here is my cute honey^^

We talked a lot that day

So miss her

....Muackxx....

~♥ Alcohol addicted LIFE ♥~

2009-06-22T05:04:00.000-07:00

I think ~CASS Mii * 瑞~ has start addicted to alcohol nowadays..

Found this in my bag one day when i woke up.

LoLz..

Where did i get it?? Quattro

How did i get it?? No answers

Who gave it to me??? Question marks>??

Continue with my alcoholic LIFE here~

15/6

Boring Monday again

Super starving at home alone.

Called my buddies >> Mr Leong Leong & Mr botak..x.x

Heading to Dolphin Cafe to have my dinner

And of course mY main theme >> BEER~

Hoho

3person drank 2 buckets only..

Never felt enough.

Cause Mr. Botak nonstop refilling his own glass lo

LoLz..

16/6

Mr Sam called & wana returned me my license

We went for dinner & movie at Mid Valley

Carl's JR

Yum yum^^

Babe called & said that her mommy don't let her out

No idea..

i MISS my babe..

Sam & Philo bought 5 bottles Tiger + 1 can Guinnes stout

We drink in babe house

Haha

Nice mix~

17/6

Quattro night~SM night

If without the SM show

i would love here so much on wednesday

Tonight went with Mr Kwan Meng & his friends..

Black Label~ Yeah yeah^^

Made some new friends there

Long time never get drunk already..

Tried hard to make myself drunk

FAILED

18/6

Mr Eric was unhappy today>>Drink at Bangsar

Friends called clubbing night>>TTDI Bambo9

Headache again

Hehe

Wana try new club>> Bambo9

LoLz..

Drink Drank but NO Drunk

@.@

19/6

today is babe's friend > JiJi's BIG day

we went for Korean BBQ in Sunway Damansara

Kimchi was nice

Food is not bad too. Finished by Cass~

Back home after celebrating

MOOD BAD

what i wan to do now is Drunk~

Headed to Poppy Garden at 1am

Met someone there

Hoho~

Mood become better~ Kakaz...

20/6

Edison Chen at Phuture

make me cant club there tonight

Sigh~

Poppy Garden~♥

Not so pack there even saturday night..

Wow~ Had a lot fun there

met a bunch of friends everywhere

Busy like a bee running between all my friend's table

Drink a lot lot

Vodka Chivas Hennessy Bacardi

Babe said our level UP UP UP already

Blurr but no vomit

Kakaz..

21/6

Sunday night + Daddy's day

Like no one wana came out..

Babe worked hard on dating all her friends

Beer Beer at Dolphin cafe

Wuhuu~

5 person drink 2 buckets

Lesser than last time

nerh~~

22/6

Today is my ~♥ HONEY♥~'s Birthday~~

but she have to accompany her boy boy..

cant celebrate with us

*~*

but she said will come out to meet with us after 12am

Cinderella have to back home before 12 but her condition was opposite

LoLx...

CASS M!! have to get ready now

Cause later my babe will come find me

Where will we go for>??

The answer so obvious~

Beer beer night

ღ**Happy**ღ

~+感动+~

2009-06-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

最近看了一套电影

Drag Me To Hell
故事还不赖
音响很吓人
其中有一幕很感人
令我偷偷地流下了眼泪

故事是说女孩是银行里一名贷款专员
有一天来了一位老婆婆
要求女孩再多给一个月的期限
不要收回她的房子
女孩为了坐上副经理的职位
得罪了老婆婆
被下了咒语
从此魔鬼便找上女孩
女孩变得疯疯癫癫的
有一天女孩随男友回家吃晚饭，见父母
女孩很努力做每一件事情讨好他严格的父母
晚饭吃到一半
原本气氛进入佳境了
魔鬼又来了
女孩忍不住开始大声呼喝，甩杯子
她的一举一动吓坏了男友的父母
也吓坏了一直以来不相信她说有魔鬼的男友
女孩发现自己破坏了一切
哭着跑掉了
他的父母不许男友追前去
女孩只好自己一个人对付魔鬼
女孩需要一大笔钱赶走魔鬼
否则她将会被魔鬼拖进地狱
女孩把所有的家产当掉
也筹不了需要的数目
想说完蛋了

男友这个时候回来了
告诉女孩不要害怕
他相信女孩还替女孩付了驱魔费
还以为男友不会回头了
重要关头男友不顾父母的反对
选择相信女孩
还是要和女孩在一起

朋友都说这一幕普通而已啦
没你说的那么感动
也许吧~
可能这时候的我跌伤了自己
觉得爱情这东西真得很脆弱
爱情经不起考验
也很易碎

世界上这样的男人还存在着吗？

心碎

2009-06-15T05:17:00.000-07:00

每天一觉醒来

要赶着去上班的日子很累~

又要带着面具出去了

所有的东西以及回忆

我都很努力的去珍惜着

我没把它放好

不小心掉了下来

只不过是一丁点的高度

却碎了

碎成太多块

眼泪又不知不觉涌出眼眶

我是知道的

但看见这些碎片才醒来

我的心也跟着碎了

失去了就是失去了

无法重来

~Alcoholic-Life~

2009-06-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

When will i quit my alcohol life??

LoLz...

NO answer~

9/6

bebe + janice + me

3 lonely ladies...

doing nothing (supposed to be nothing can do)

can't sleep without alcohol

stole 5 cans of beer beer from my house

haha~

beer at janice's house~

3 of us long long time didn't gather together already..

miss our time

Bebe & I yelling for hungry suddenly

our pretty janice cook a supper for us...

hmm~ delicious>>

10/6

Quattro tonight~

follow my babe there..

somebody birthday(name forgotten)

Before heading to quattro.. Already started to capture photos...x.x

Drink Drank Drunk

Met somebody that night

spoiled my mood

but Luckily my babe was accompanied me...

Hennesy very nice~

but can't make me get drunk

11/6

Quattro again duh~

Another friend birthday..

Lucky Hong & Amoda Sam went together with us...

Or else we may 'bored 4' there...

Shame to drink at first cause dunno the birthday boy well.

But never care

Cause i need alcohol...LoLz..

Again no drunk but blurr~

I LOST it...

12/6

Friday Poppy night our rules..

Quite enjoy there~

Started drinking once i went in...bebe here~

Huhu~

met many friends there...

Drink a lot at different table~

i knew i can get drunk tonight...

Haha..

>>Vomit<<

Blekzz...

overnight at bebe's house...

long time never drink till vomit le...^^

13/6

Went for lunch with bebe & Mr. Eric..

KFC^^ Yum Yum~

After that we went for karaoke @ Pyramid Amp Square..

Vivian's big day...

Dinner+supper at Bubba Gump's shrimp..

quite a special restaurant...

Love it's decoration~

After that..

My favourite club>>Phuture~

Rushing there reached at 1:30am...

so Late~

once we get in...grab alcohol like crazy...

cause only 1 hour left..

no time to drink anymore...

bebe+babe+me & tracy...

Drink Drank Drunk together~

bebe is the first to get drunk...

''2ND ROUND!!! 2ND ROUND~~''

YA..

that's me who yelling in the club...

Sam & Hong came from poppy..

bring us to Dolphin cafe for 2nd round...

Hoho~

but still can't get drunk...

Level UP UP already~

14/6

Thought that tonight won't got alcohol..

Mr. kevin called

Drink at Quattro..

1st one said yes...

yeah~

They all so funny

had a fun time inside there~

Vivian>>Happy Birthday~

~Blurr~

but still find my honey to yum cha..

i MISS her much...

many stories to tell my honey.

Kakaz...

**This is my life**

又是礼拜三~

2009-06-10T04:27:00.000-07:00

已经一个星期了

心情还是很差

笑容不见了

眼泪却说流就流

在lrt里流眼泪

对着电脑掉眼泪

驾车也流

抽烟的时候眼泪也会涌出来

我跌倒了

又要重新站起来

很不容易

每个星期三我都会故意空出来

今天已经不需要了

宝贝很疼我

她知道我难过

驾车来找我

带我去吃臭豆腐

她知道我想喝酒

问遍全世界的人

带我去醉

宝贝~谢谢...

今天会是我最后一天去吃臭豆腐了

以后伤愈合了再说

~Alcoholic-CASS~

2009-06-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

4/6

Start my alcoholic life~

Bebe called & said Happy Hour @ Quattro~

Get ready myself immediately

Sure have to date my babe together..

We were damn hungry before beer..

Had our dinner at Fish Market..

Hmm... Yummy yummy~

We stepped into Quattro when bebe nearly reached..

Start Drink Drank Drunk...

Winson called that they were drink at station 1..

Kakaz...

Sure i go for 2nd round again..

Not yet drunk but abit blurr blurr...

Sleep well~

5/6

Had dinner after work...

Chat on phone for a long time~

babe keep calling me le...

Sorry ya...

Tonight destination >> Poppy Garden..

waiting Mr. Eric to fetch us at bebe's house...

Until we slept tight on bebe's bed...

2am.. Only reached bebe's house...

LoLz... No club today...x.x..

Went Station 1 & beer again...

Haha...

my beer tummy started to 'pop out' ad le...

but i still love alcohol...

6/6

Phuture or Poppy??

Poppy or Phuture???

babe & me was headache on choosing which place to go...

Haiz...

At last..

Phuture no table...

We went for Poppy~

Crowded people till i hard to breathe inside...

Swear that i wont go to poppy on Saturday again..

Crazy crowded...

feeling not well...

And not in a good mood too...

Never smile...

My bebe said the picture i took that day like '4 daddy'...

Maybe there were too many memories in Poppy...

Hate it...

Pity babe lost her phone that night...

God bless her there will somebody else buy her a new phone...^^

7/6

Overnight at my babe's house...

Damn hungry when i wake up...

We went for Sushi King in Queen's Park..

after that sure Starbucks again~

Chit -chatting with her...

Accompanied her to reactivate her phone line..

Bad mood~

She is not in good mood too...

2 crazy woman decided to sing K in Neway...

waiting & eating & smoking..

Cant believe my babe will smoke together with me..

Haha... Bad frenz...

11pm... Karaoke time start...

Of course beer time start again...

LoLz....

8/6

I hate monday...

Blue & boring...

Accompanied bebe OT...

Felt super sleepy at office...

Even slept on my lunch time...

i swear that i must go to bed earlier tonight...

Just reached home...

Online~

Blogging~

Missing alcohol again...

Its time to beer>>

惊喜x意外

2009-06-03T04:24:00.000-07:00

3/6/2009 星期三忘了是晴天或雨天

今天收到了一封惊喜x意外的简讯...

我傻了

不晓得怎样去面对...

幸好比比在一旁支持着我..

捉住我的手

接电话时..

我紧张得不知所措

可是我知道自己必须冷静...

因为对方受的伤害可能比我来的大...

谈话中觉得她人还不错..

不知道为什么就把事情的真相完全告诉了她..

谈了很久

我留下了眼泪..

不知道原来一直以来也都被骗着..

到他的电话来了..

原以为他会温柔的解释或什么??

可并没有~

我被责怪为什么要诚实??

诚实就像一把刀..

伤害了彼此

我的心在淌血

一直以来累积给的伤害和背叛

都比不上这一刻的不关心来的痛...

受伤害的不只是她..

我早该醒来的...
可是理智总是不爱陪着我..

以前的我最期待礼拜三晚上..

可是今天的我觉得非常厌恶..

没有力气说话...

我就是个坏人.

拿着一把诚实的刀到处伤害别人...

~爱太痛

心很痛~

碎得我捡不回来了

我知道

2009-05-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过娇纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经温热幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流

♥~Cass' s L!FE~♥

2009-05-26T04:29:00.000-07:00

When i was sad..

Thanks for everyone being accompanied me...

Keep looking for lot of different 'events' for me every night~

♡ My bebe Celest ♡

♡ My babe Vinky ♡

They really work so hard on it...

Haha~

When the days i have no car..

really felt that i dun have friends~

Normally i will drive to find my honey>>my babe & bebe...

Stayed at home few days thinking bout nonsense...

Gosh~

I can't stay at home anymore...

Or else my brain will blast...

Lucky i still have them with me>>^^

21May

Bebe's KGL date her...

She brought me together to ♥Pavilion♥...

We went for ♥Starbucks♥ & movie there...

Then 'yum cha' at wangsa maju Feeling Cafe..

Did a stupid thing~

wrote a lyric on a piece of paper & asked the singer there wats d song title??

Hoho..

Lucky d pretty singer found out for me~

Thanks...

22May

System down for nearly 1 hour..

Bebe & I doing nothing in the office..

Kinda bored..

She quickly get some nap...

Lazy bump~

Suddenly miss my college life~

start sketching on a piece of paper...

Here is my artwork~

Kakaz...

Bebe took this photos & post on her blog ad...

Lolz...Promoting~

Friday ♥Phuture♥ nite again..

Single life clubbing nite..

But never took photo on that day...

My babe was drunk..for the first time~

Haha..

Take care of her is such a tired things...

No wonder why all my 'ji mui' hate when i was drunk...

Hoho...But its kinda fun right...

23May

A part time job bout 5 hours from my babe...

its only needs 3 person so my bebe cant join us... x.x

Keep smiling>>Stand for 5 hours>>

Tired..Tired...Tired....

& thirsty.. We cant bring in our bottles...

And its cold inside..Hungry~

LoLz...

Lucky my bebe never follow...SWT

Once finished work...

We went for steamboat~

all grabing food like a monster...

Kakaz...

Super tired & I slept very well that night...

Till i can't heard any phone rang... XP.

24May

Babe said wan go eat Japanese.

She gets her salary ad...

So never care of my Pan Mee..

Drive me to Midvalley with her Peugeot again...

Hoho...But she look like very nervous..

Scare that her babe Peugeot get scars...

Super hungry & cant wait for Japanese food..

We bought some Durian Pancake..

& Finished it within 2 minutes...

Nonstop ordering food like starve ghost there~

Hehe...

Table full of our order...

Yum Yum~

Love it...

After that sure my favourite>>♥Starbucks♥ again...

Nite Bebe called...

Go NZX Full House..

First time been there~

a nice decoration shop...

with many cute little things..

Hehe~

Captured photos like a crazy again..

After that Dolphine Cafe beer..

Thanks for Eric & Hans.

25May

Normal boring working day...

i hate Monday...

Duh~

My dinner went for ♥Sushi Zanmai♥ with him..

Once again...Japanese Food~

Yummy Yummy...

Nice wasabi made by ~*+CASS+*~

First time tried for Zaru Soba..

Not bad^^

♥Happiness food♥

M.!.S.S.!.N.G

2009-05-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

刚刚看见我宝贝的部落. .

真的，真的很感动~

http://vinkylife.blogspot.com/

宝贝~

真得很抱歉. . .

丢了你在一旁. .

真的很想念那时整天赖在你家的日子. .

我和哈妮都把你家当成自己的家似的~

想起来都可笑. .

我甚至还擅自开了你家的一把新牙刷. .

说以后还有很多机会可以使用~

还经常擅自打开你的衣橱. .

有衣服就穿~

也没问过你可不可以. .

哈哈~

这是我们拿商店里的太阳眼镜来玩~

不停的拍照. . .

最近看见你的新照片. .

和你合照的已经不是我和哈妮了. .

真的令我有种失落感~

三个失恋的女人. .

突然冲上云顶~

放心好了. .

5/29

你的宝贝们都拿到薪水了~

可以陪你一起去重温我们的快乐时光^^

H.A.T.E

2009-05-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

5/17 雨星期日

今天完全没有和他见面. .

真的很不习惯~

他都很忙. .

没空理我. . .

早上拨了很多通电话才接.

可传来的是冰冷到极点的声音. .

我没多说什么. .

下午你传来信息. .

问我在干嘛?

还说等你做完事情后会来找我. .

等了又等. . . .

问你在做什么??

你说你在逛街. . .

晚上和比比出去喝酒~

你才打来. . .

使尽勇气去问你下午跟谁去逛街. . .

可是你却凶巴巴地回话. . .

你骂我什么?

我忘了. . 因为不想把那句话记在脑里. .

很自然的就忘了. . .

我要的越来越多了. .

我知道你是无法给我的. . .

曾经以为自己的容忍度很大~

曾经以为自己最会睁一只眼闭一只眼. . .

但其实并不是. . .

我比想象中更脆弱~

已经无力去承受了. . .

故事就到这了. . .

日记也到此为止了. .

很想大哭. .

可是眼泪怎么也挤不出来. .

我只想掉泪. .

♥~5/17 日记完毕~♥

5/16 雨星期六

2009-05-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

一整天都窝在男人家. .

今天突然问我. .

''要我叫你什么好呢??''

我第一个直觉反应就是 :

不要叫我宝贝. . .

因为> > 我曾经看见和听见别人叫你宝贝.

这个称呼对我来说顿时变得

不甜蜜. .

不幸福. .

也不可爱了~

一开始认识他的时候

他都叫我 bibi ~

我和男人说. .

我还是比较喜欢这个称呼. . .

男人无时无刻把电话放在手边. .

不停的在和某某人传着信息. . .

心很痛~

因为我不在男人身边的时候. .

他也是这样对我. . . . .

除此之外~

男人还有很多的小动作. .

看在眼里. . . 心除了痛. .

不晓得还能怎样. .

有时候宁可不要靠得太近

这样事情才不会被我一层一层的看透. . .

今天晚上的你出去了~

可我已经无力去猜了. . .

这个时候的我.

很想念啤酒. .

♥~5/16 日记完毕~♥

5/15 晴星期五

2009-05-15T05:19:00.000-07:00

车子送修理了..

今天bebe没上班..

由男人载我...

下班后在lrt站等待着..

虽然他迟到了一点点...

可是..这一刻的我感觉到幸福~

他带我到Big Apple买了甜甜圈，

还有Famous Amos的饼干...

都是我的最爱 ♥ ♥

呵呵~

就在我家门外，

一边聊天，一边吃着甜甜圈...

笨蛋的我还把甜甜圈上的糖粉喷的满车都是...

被骂了..可是是笑着的~ 嘻 ♥

过后还去了我家后边的游乐园..

荡秋千>>吹凉凉的风..

又坐滑梯>>>还把屁股擦得热热的~

过后坐上跷跷板>>

明明就是他的那一边比较低...

明明我就是比较轻的~ 呵呵

可男人硬要说我们不相上下...

一样重??

真给他气死了.. 笑♥

公司老板今天请客~

我们叫了pizza吃...

免费午餐>>>

受不了诱惑~

今天下午又跑去 ♥ Starbucks ♥ 喝 mocha..

天啊~ 我的薪水快全贡献给 Starbucks 了~

做了一件坏事..

和我同部门的同事Carmen~

竟然把Starbucks的杯子 ''拿'' 回来了>>>

哈哈~

Starbucks的纸巾杂志还有杯子

通通无一幸免~

我想让我的宝贝知道后一定会唠唠叨叨..

很多天没见到我的宝贝了~

超想念啊~~

♥~5/15 日记完毕~♥

5/14 晴星期四

2009-05-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

每一天和他发生的事都必须记下来...

这样我才不会忘记..

从今天早上一分手开始，

就互相传着信息..

男人说回到家后睡不着...

那当然~

没有我在就觉得很不自在吧?? (骄傲的女人)

男人说是中了我的毒.

以后每个晚上都必须见面才能睡觉了~

哈哈~

可我才不要让你每天和我见面...

不然你很快就会对我厌倦了>>>

‘’怎么又是这张脸啊??‘’

嘻嘻~

可是..自己还是会忍不住...

想要见面>> ♥ ♥

今天是有史以来和他互传简讯最高峰的一天...

纪念...

可是今晚男人忙...

没空理我~

嘴巴上装大方让他去..

可是心里大大不安死了~

男生都爱玩，只要懂得回家就行了...

这是他告诉我的...

下午喝了一杯 ♥ Starbucks ♥ ~

超级想念~

More more cream~

昨天晚上哈妮突然打电话给我~

幸福道路上的她很久没见了...

可是听到的竟然是哭泣..

她说看到她男人的电话...

有一些令她不舒服..

别个女人传来的信息....

她很慌，很乱..

想要开口问，却不知怎样开口...

我告诉她不需要害怕.

勇敢以及诚实地问~

这是最重要的...

不要憋在心里..

有时候要懂得适当的无理取闹

这样男人才不会越踩越过~

我会教她..

可我却做不了>>

XP...

♥~5/14 日记完毕~♥

5/13 雨星期三

2009-05-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

男人抱怨我经常忘东忘西的..

要我写日记...

爽快地答应了...

呵呵~

不晓得真的能否每天维持这习惯??

凌晨3点钟..

和他还有他的妈妈到麦当劳吃早餐..

气氛很尴尬...

回他家的路上..

男人的妈妈突然问了一句:

咦? 不是送她回家(自己的)吗??

没错~

他的父母亲都不让我去他家过夜...

可男人说爱他就不应该害怕..

所以...我不管, 还是经常到他家过夜...

午饭的时候..

男人传了一封简讯来，

问我今天为什么没给他发信息??

他要生气了...

嘻嘻~

还说下次当他睡醒后要看到我的信息...

我当然说好~

下班后打了三通电话他才接...

告诉我在睡觉...

不是约好了去吃臭豆腐吗???

我的心又开始慌了...

不晓得你在那一边干嘛和谁在一起??

你问我为什么不开心...

不是不开心...

只是在猜不透~

除了臭豆腐...还吃了烧烟肉...

超级好吃~

嘻嘻...

要结束今天之前...

看见了令我难过的东西....

心情再次跌落谷底~ 无泪;

♥~5/13 日记完毕~♥

MeღBebe ~ Big Day

2009-05-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Woke up in the afternoon.

it was 9th May 2009 2:00pm...

Staring at the date on my phone...

its look like a big day for me....

who's birthday is it??

figure out after a long time~

it's my first working day in HSBC two years ago....

LoLzz....

Text my bebe immediately...

cause thats the place i first met her....

This is what we look 2 years ago...

Cass>>Christy>>Celest

They call us 3C....

Our first gathering.. @ sunway buffet steamboat...

After that went for BBQ at faye's house...

A BBQ held for welcoming us>Tranch 6 newbies

HSBC 2007 annual dinner @ KL Convention Centre

We so like to hang out everywhere that time...

But i always cant join them cause i've got a very trublesome bf..

he hate me to join frenz...Duh~

And bebe got a bf that loves her very much that time...

This is our first trip to PD..

sitting in Leong Leong gor's car...( Christy's ex bf lolz...)

Acting Super Model~

We just like to act crazy.... Kakaz....

Time pass very fast...

1 year later...my last day in HSBC....

Leong Leong gor bought me Secret Recipe's cakes...

Hmm..Yummy~

we all decided to leave....

Bebe gets a job in SIA...

ready to fly with her dream...

unfortunately due to some x-ray problem they had sent her back...

its quite a tough time for her i think...

Then i get another job in Jetstar airlines....

While she worked in Standard Chartered...

some argument between us & Christy...

Left me n bebe....

We hang out always together....

She intro her primary schoolmate to me >> Janice~middle that cute gal...

Yum cha clubbing shopping etc....

In ♥Poppy♥ with bebe& Jia Wen

In ♥CocoBanana♥

At ♥Sunshine♥

At ♥Sushi Zanmai♥ ~ Our favourite & happiness place...

My 20th birthday @ Poppy~

Our 1st JoGoYa @ 2007-Leong Leong gor is the boss

Our 2nd JoGoYa @ 2008 Oct-Jason Loh is the boss

Din take photos on our 3rd JoGoYa @2008 Nov- I.Z Lim is the boss

Bebe's 21st birthday @ Cave restaurant..

Bebe even brought us for tattoo...

invisible thai tattoo....

its really kinda pain....

haven start i already scream at there.... Haha....

Some another misunderstand & arguments..

we became less contact with Janice....

But bebe & i still continue hanging out everywhere....

LoLz...

At Old Town after tattoo...

Our 2009 CNY Penang trip....

Pretty lady under sunglasses~

At Penang MOIS club~

At 1U shopping mall~ She do the rebonding for the first time in this 2 years...

At MontKiara Clear pub~

Where we went on this memorable day??

''9th May 2009''

My babe Vinky drive to fetch us...

So touching nerh~

Thanks babe....

Then we went to Sunway Pyramid...

All shouting hungry in her car....

Our first destination was ♥Sushi Zanmai♥....

Yummy~ Yummy~

Ikura

Fried Tempura

Grilled Shishamo

Salmon Don

3 Kinds Sashimi

Soft Shell Crab Sushi

Nice Food~ Hehe~

Then we went for Forever 21 for shopping again...

She did a bad things there....

Hmm... Cant really tell here...

But as long as she is happy then enough...

Wakakakaz....

Tired of shopping.

Sure we went fot our favourite place again >> ♥Starbucks♥

After that babe fetch us back home...

thought our celebration end??

Hehe~

Yao Zu's birthday....

We went to Lost City....

Dear Elin >> Bebe >> Cass

This is what we look after 2 years....

**Friendship Forever**

P/S to bebe: No matter how & what happen, our friendship will remain the same & never change

being honest to each other is important,

so i will tell u everything that i know wont hide it from u...

Love u ya...^^

Lazy ♥Cass♥ here

2009-05-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time i never blogging..

I'm really kinda lazy i think...

My babe keep scolding me..

She said that i like disappear from blogging world already...

Dun worry babe~

As long as i never disappear from your life then it's enough.....

kakaz...

Hmm~

Just talk about my recent activities....

Start my six days leave on 30/4...

never planning on where to go...

Such a boring leave.....

i swear that i will never apply a long leave without any planning anymore...

LoLx....

Have to scold my bebe cause she ask me to take leave tgt....

But~That stupid bebe go cancel herself.... Duh~

30/4

Woke up in the afternoon...

Bebe text me and said wan go 1U shopping...

Sure i agree~

Sitting Jia Wen gor gor's car go...

kakaz...

The only shop we stay>>

Forever 21 & i bought 3 dresses....

♥♥Happy♥♥

Then Jia Wen gor gor wana have a drink....

~记得食~

my favourite drink...

*mango guai lin song*-Left one.

Fried Squid & Seaweed Roll... Nice Food~

Then Jia Wen gor gor said wana go Tenji Buffet~

so dump us back home.... x.x

Then bebe & me drive our own to sg wang..

Look for my babe~

1 whole week din meet with her ad....

Miss her so0o much~

Laugh laugh laugh there...

next destination sure is our favourite place>> Starbucks♥

Chit chat talk laugh again~

Friends call for clubbing....

Change 7 place in a night...Full house everywhere~

SWT

Zouk > Phuture > Quattro > Poppy > Supper > Barcelona > Cocobanana

Haiz....

Met up with my secondary schoolmates there...

Carmen>>but she fatter than last time..Haha~Paise ya^^

Saw something that make me hurts this day...

But i never cry..Its only pain.....

Wana cry but no tears...

Wondering that i become strong already or being hurt too many times till i dunno

to cry anymore??

1/5

Cant sleep at all that day...

Honey come my house to look for me...

We chatting in my room....

Din meet with her for ages....

Nonstop talking & also smoking...

Honey~my room super smelly nerh~

Wasting my perfume again...

Haha.....

Meet up with bebe n babe....

Going to our 2nd favourite place~Pan Mee....

LoLz....

At night bebe brought one of her KGL along...

~Karaoke & Beer Night~

Sing Sang Song & Drink Drank Drunk

Honey & babe was so busy with their phone....

Announce whole world not to going there anymore....

Results = FAILURE

When can i awake??

2/5

Honey text me said that she was in LRT on the way home...

Our babe still sleeping dun wanna fetch her back...

Pity~

Drive there and pick her up....

Our first destination >> Starbucks♥ again...

Had a chocolate cheese cake & Mocha blended as my first meal...

She wana buy birthday present to her boy...

A Casio watch...

I always thought that she gets her happiness...

Arguing makes her feels like wana run away....

Bless you Honey~

Sent her & myself back home..

Get ready myself to our favourite place >> ♥Phuture♥

Gather at Babe's house...

Playing with her new puppy>>

Dun have a name for her yet....

She's really kinda cute & quite... Size so small~

Bebe scolded me that i will make her dead....

But im just trying to make her more active...LoLzx....

Dancing puppy~Kakaz....

Out for dinner with Mr Davis tgt with bebe & babe~

Cheezy chicken chop sharing with bebe & babe...

Nonstop taking photos in Phuture...

making fool there~

Happy night again with my babe+bebe~

Promise something to him..

Honey shocks when hearing i said that...

Haha...Wondering can i make it??

We become Good Lady tgt then...she said...

Wakakakaz...

3/5

Woke up early in the morning...

Slept for 1 hour only...

Accompanied my bebe to service her car...

While waiting for her car...

We go station one to have our breakfast...

Met with her ahother KGL again...She is kind of attractive yo~

Find Mr. Chow immediately once i reached home...

Miss him coz i only met with him 1hr last night....

At night bebe come find me...

Again we went for Starbucks♥

Hehe~

She need to work tomorrow...

So after tea with her go look for my babe~

Waiting her at her house till she came back...

She brought me to her mom's shop...

Spent me on supper...

Drink 炖汤...Really nice~Yummy~~

4/5

Hmm...Shit~

Totally forgot what did i do on this day....

Sleeping whole day at home??

OMG~

im only 21 this year...

Nope..Is going to 21 only....

What i did? Who with me?

Brain stuck...Memory empty.....

Who can tell me???

5/5

Last leave day....

Actually did not take leave today....

Cause of some unhappy thing...

Decided to take EL....

my boss must hate me much for taking so many MC & EL i think....

Woke up in the afternoon again...

Went for breakfast...

Bought Famous Amos chips for my dear elin...

Stay at her house whole day...

Online & watch movie with her BenQ mini netbook....

Planning to buy myself a netbook too....when i rich....Hoho~

Dinner with dear elin+winson & him....

A news from them>> PC is in KL ad...

LoLx....Must tell my bebe about this....

Tears rolling down on her face after she knew it....

Haiz.... be strong bebe!!

After dinner, Damn miss my babe~

Find her since she feels alone at her mom's shop...

Hoho...

See i so good~好心有好报*

>>>My babe fetch me with her Peugeot...

For the first time God!!!

Cant believe it right???

Going to Old Town yum cha...

Take photos like a crazy in her car....

LCLY~

Babe babe~Love you♥

Chit-chatting there...

Another ♥happy♥ night~

♥♡ღ~瑞の部屋~ღ♡♥

-我没有想象的坚强-

[我]回来了!!

2010更新

♥哭过就好了♥

Mood

10/18

Live my Life

Turns into 21st *BIG GURL*

**NeW mii NeW life**

放手>很难

比失眠还惨

当你离开的时候

失眠

*Shopaholic* ??

相信*坦白*保护自己

向左走 向右走

♥ LAST alcohol LIFE ♥

如果我变成回忆

~*+Honey's BIG day+*~

~♥ Alcohol addicted LIFE ♥~

~+感动+~

**心碎**

~Alcoholic-Life~

又是礼拜三~

~Alcoholic-CASS~

惊喜x意外

我知道

♥~Cass' s L!FE~♥

M.!.S.S.!.N.G

H.A.T.E

5/16 雨 星期六

5/15 晴 星期五

5/14 晴 星期四

5/13 雨 星期三

MeღBebe ~ Big Day

Lazy ♥Cass♥ here

Turns into 21st BIG GURL

NeW mii NeW life

Shopaholic ??

相信坦白保护自己

向左走向右走

~+Honey's BIG day+~

心碎

5/16 雨星期六

5/15 晴星期五

5/14 晴星期四

5/13 雨星期三