Monday, October 19, 2009

10/18

Posted by ~*+Cass+*~ at 7:46 AM 1 comments


10/18



Janice公主的生日

生日快乐哦~

很抱歉 想不到要送你什么生日礼物
所以 等迟点再补送给你哦~**

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这一天凌晨四点 下大雨
我哭了
这是我长这么大以来
第二次为了朋友流眼泪

不晓得该怎么去处理
把事情变得更糟
被我搞砸了
气话一说出口就没办法收回
我知道我最后丢下的那句话很狠
::对不起::

我只是不希望看见那样的你
看见在渐渐放弃自己的你
听见别人口中的你
我的心真的不好受
因为我是真心在乎

最近身边的朋友
渐渐在改变
不知道这样是好是坏
我自己也变了
大家都迷失了方向
大家都很想找回从前的自己
可是
我了解
一个人变了就是变了
变质的东西 是无法还原的
如果你也发觉自己迷失了方向
那就重新找过另个方向
继续往前走
虽然不知道前面会是怎样
可是总比停滞不前好


[老天爷把你的门关上 总会留一扇窗口给你]

给想离开散心的比比
给想找回自己的宝贝

Monday, October 12, 2009

Live my Life

Posted by ~*+Cass+*~ at 3:42 AM 4 comments

Seems like i left my bloggie world behind again for quite a long time
Started to feel tired on partying recently
Is it a good news for me???
Lol...


How difficult is it to find a person who really understand you
Understand what you thinking about
What is in your mind
You are really smiles from your deep heart or you are hiding up your sorrows


My bebe always said that no one really understand her
I'm not the one who can fully understand her but i wish i was
And i'm trying my best to understand her too
I knew that she wasn't those kinda person
Peoples just like to judge someone from what they heard
Human, beside ears why don't you use your eyes & heart?
^^*


My babe is really kinda funny
She just like to hide up all her sadness
Still remember how her hands was shaking when she read tat girl's bloggie
Lol...
I knew that she was unhappy recently
But useless Miss Cass Mii did not accompany by her side
Forgive me babe~
And don't always stay alone & cry alone

i Hope that i can met with someone who was really understand me too
Someone i don't need to speak a word to
He/she will clear about what am i thinking
Disappointed about you
the one who very close to me even just for a few months
Never thought that you will believe what some strangers told you
And scolded me
Am i really that sucks?
Or i'm just that fake in your heart
Questioning myself all the time


I want MONEY


Capture this photo one day when i'm Starbuck+ing with my babe on a magazine
I'm fxxking agree with it
Haha~

What first flash in my mind is
Earn more money
To make myself happier

It's really true
Feels happy when i buy clothes, shoes, accesories, etc...
Feels happy when i spend money on eating nice food
Feels happy when i buy something for my beloved

Yeap..
I should think from another angle
My life should't be full of relationship or love
Live alone but with a bunch of buddies & ji mui
I do enjoy it

Take care of myself
Looking forward to future give a better life to my own
Treasure every single things & peoples around me
Appreciate what do i have now



Miss Cass Mii is learning to walk alone from now on ^^*


 

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