如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了

听着 你心像往常还有热

越美丽越更勇敢的

我还能展示什么

如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你坐挨哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆

最怕我太不通气

顽固的赖在空气

霸占你心里 每一寸空隙

要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

~*+Honey's BIG day+*~

23/6

Babe & I went to honey's house to look for her.

because it's her BirthDay~

She brought us a piece of cakes.

Chocolate Indulgence from Secret recipe.

Nice^^

It's already 2am in the morning

Duno where to go

Honey said : Why don't we go McD

it's 24 hrs

headed to McD

had our supper & cake there

But... Fried chicken had sold out that night

Honey & I feeling like wanna eat chicken

3 stupid women went to the nearby KFC

Take away & had our fried chicken at Honey's house.

We chit-chatting & eating there..

LoLz...

Kept pushing my Honey take MC don't go work

since she so less come out with us

Finally~

SUCCESS

Slept untill 8am

We all decided to go my house & continue sleeping

Cause honey's room is single bed..Duh~

Pity honey slept on the floor

Me & babe share her single bed..

LOLz...

Woke up 2pm in my house

Honey wants Starbucks

I tried Dark Mocha today

Taste not bad

but must without the berry sauce

Cause i hate berry~

Here is my cute honey^^

We talked a lot that day

So miss her

....Muackxx....

~♥ Alcohol addicted LIFE ♥~

I think ~CASS Mii * 瑞~ has start addicted to alcohol nowadays..

Found this in my bag one day when i woke up.

LoLz..

Where did i get it?? Quattro

How did i get it?? No answers

Who gave it to me??? Question marks>??

Continue with my alcoholic LIFE here~

15/6

Boring Monday again

Super starving at home alone.

Called my buddies >> Mr Leong Leong & Mr botak..x.x

Heading to Dolphin Cafe to have my dinner

And of course mY main theme >> BEER~

Hoho

3person drank 2 buckets only..

Never felt enough.

Cause Mr. Botak nonstop refilling his own glass lo

LoLz..

16/6

Mr Sam called & wana returned me my license

We went for dinner & movie at Mid Valley

Carl's JR

Yum yum^^

Babe called & said that her mommy don't let her out

No idea..

i MISS my babe..

Sam & Philo bought 5 bottles Tiger + 1 can Guinnes stout

We drink in babe house

Haha

Nice mix~

17/6

Quattro night~SM night

If without the SM show

i would love here so much on wednesday

Tonight went with Mr Kwan Meng & his friends..

Black Label~ Yeah yeah^^

Made some new friends there

Long time never get drunk already..

Tried hard to make myself drunk

FAILED

18/6

Mr Eric was unhappy today>>Drink at Bangsar

Friends called clubbing night>>TTDI Bambo9

Headache again

Hehe

Wana try new club>> Bambo9

LoLz..

Drink Drank but NO Drunk

@.@

19/6

today is babe's friend > JiJi's BIG day

we went for Korean BBQ in Sunway Damansara

Kimchi was nice

Food is not bad too. Finished by Cass~

Back home after celebrating

MOOD BAD

what i wan to do now is Drunk~

Headed to Poppy Garden at 1am

Met someone there

Hoho~

Mood become better~ Kakaz...

20/6

Edison Chen at Phuture

make me cant club there tonight

Sigh~

Poppy Garden~♥

Not so pack there even saturday night..

Wow~ Had a lot fun there

met a bunch of friends everywhere

Busy like a bee running between all my friend's table

Drink a lot lot

Vodka Chivas Hennessy Bacardi

Babe said our level UP UP UP already

Blurr but no vomit

Kakaz..

21/6

Sunday night + Daddy's day

Like no one wana came out..

Babe worked hard on dating all her friends

Beer Beer at Dolphin cafe

Wuhuu~

5 person drink 2 buckets

Lesser than last time

nerh~~

22/6

Today is my ~♥ HONEY♥~'s Birthday~~

but she have to accompany her boy boy..

cant celebrate with us

*~*

but she said will come out to meet with us after 12am

Cinderella have to back home before 12 but her condition was opposite

LoLx...

CASS M!! have to get ready now

Cause later my babe will come find me

Where will we go for>??

The answer so obvious~

Beer beer night

ღ**Happy**ღ

~+感动+~

最近看了一套电影


Drag Me To Hell
故事还不赖
音响很吓人
其中有一幕很感人
令我偷偷地流下了眼泪

故事是说女孩是银行里一名贷款专员
有一天来了一位老婆婆
要求女孩再多给一个月的期限
不要收回她的房子
女孩为了坐上副经理的职位
得罪了老婆婆
被下了咒语
从此魔鬼便找上女孩
女孩变得疯疯癫癫的
有一天女孩随男友回家吃晚饭，见父母
女孩很努力做每一件事情讨好他严格的父母
晚饭吃到一半
原本气氛进入佳境了
魔鬼又来了
女孩忍不住开始大声呼喝，甩杯子
她的一举一动吓坏了男友的父母
也吓坏了一直以来不相信她说有魔鬼的男友
女孩发现自己破坏了一切
哭着跑掉了
他的父母不许男友追前去
女孩只好自己一个人对付魔鬼
女孩需要一大笔钱赶走魔鬼
否则她将会被魔鬼拖进地狱
女孩把所有的家产当掉
也筹不了需要的数目
想说完蛋了

男友这个时候回来了
告诉女孩不要害怕
他相信女孩 还替女孩付了驱魔费
还以为男友不会回头了
重要关头 男友不顾父母的反对
选择相信女孩
还是要和女孩在一起

朋友都说这一幕普通而已啦
没你说的那么感动
也许吧~
可能这时候的我跌伤了自己
觉得爱情这东西真得很脆弱
爱情经不起考验
也很易碎

世界上这样的男人还存在着吗？

**心碎**

每天一觉醒来

要赶着去上班的日子很累~

又要带着面具出去了

所有的东西以及回忆

我都很努力的去珍惜着

我没把它放好

不小心掉了下来

只不过是一丁点的高度

却碎了

碎成太多块

眼泪又不知不觉涌出眼眶

我是知道的

但看见这些碎片才醒来

我的心也跟着碎了

失去了 就是失去了

无法重来

~Alcoholic-Life~

When will i quit my alcohol life??

LoLz...

NO answer~

9/6

bebe + janice + me

3 lonely ladies...

doing nothing (supposed to be nothing can do)

can't sleep without alcohol

stole 5 cans of beer beer from my house

haha~

beer at janice's house~

3 of us long long time didn't gather together already..

miss our time

Bebe & I yelling for hungry suddenly

our pretty janice cook a supper for us...

hmm~ delicious>>

10/6

Quattro tonight~

follow my babe there..

somebody birthday(name forgotten)

Before heading to quattro.. Already started to capture photos...x.x

Drink Drank Drunk

Met somebody that night

spoiled my mood

but Luckily my babe was accompanied me...

Hennesy very nice~

but can't make me get drunk

11/6

Quattro again duh~

Another friend birthday..

Lucky Hong & Amoda Sam went together with us...

Or else we may 'bored 4' there...

Shame to drink at first cause dunno the birthday boy well.

But never care

Cause i need alcohol...LoLz..

Again no drunk but blurr~

I LOST it...

12/6

Friday Poppy night our rules..

Quite enjoy there~

Started drinking once i went in...bebe here~

Huhu~

met many friends there...

Drink a lot at different table~

i knew i can get drunk tonight...

Haha..

>>Vomit<<

Blekzz...

overnight at bebe's house...

long time never drink till vomit le...^^

13/6

Went for lunch with bebe & Mr. Eric..

KFC^^ Yum Yum~

After that we went for karaoke @ Pyramid Amp Square..

Vivian's big day...

Dinner+supper at Bubba Gump's shrimp..

quite a special restaurant...

Love it's decoration~

After that..

My favourite club>>Phuture~

Rushing there reached at 1:30am...

so Late~

once we get in...grab alcohol like crazy...

cause only 1 hour left..

no time to drink anymore...

bebe+babe+me & tracy...

Drink Drank Drunk together~

bebe is the first to get drunk...

''2ND ROUND!!! 2ND ROUND~~''

YA..

that's me who yelling in the club...

Sam & Hong came from poppy..

bring us to Dolphin cafe for 2nd round...

Hoho~

but still can't get drunk...

Level UP UP already~

14/6

Thought that tonight won't got alcohol..

Mr. kevin called

Drink at Quattro..

1st one said yes...

yeah~

They all so funny

had a fun time inside there~

Vivian>>Happy Birthday~

~Blurr~

but still find my honey to yum cha..

i MISS her much...

many stories to tell my honey.

Kakaz...

**This is my life**

又是礼拜三~

已经一个星期了

心情还是很差

笑容不见了

眼泪却说流就流

在lrt里流眼泪

对着电脑掉眼泪

驾车也流

抽烟的时候眼泪也会涌出来

我跌倒了

又要重新站起来

很不容易

每个星期三我都会故意空出来

今天已经不需要了

宝贝很疼我

她知道我难过

驾车来找我

带我去吃臭豆腐

她知道我想喝酒

问遍全世界的人

带我去醉

宝贝~谢谢...

今天会是我最后一天去吃臭豆腐了

以后伤愈合了再说

~Alcoholic-CASS~

4/6

Start my alcoholic life~

Bebe called & said Happy Hour @ Quattro~

Get ready myself immediately

Sure have to date my babe together..

We were damn hungry before beer..

Had our dinner at Fish Market..

Hmm... Yummy yummy~

We stepped into Quattro when bebe nearly reached..

Start Drink Drank Drunk...

Winson called that they were drink at station 1..

Kakaz...

Sure i go for 2nd round again..

Not yet drunk but abit blurr blurr...

Sleep well~

5/6

Had dinner after work...

Chat on phone for a long time~

babe keep calling me le...

Sorry ya...

Tonight destination >> Poppy Garden..

waiting Mr. Eric to fetch us at bebe's house...

Until we slept tight on bebe's bed...

2am.. Only reached bebe's house...

LoLz... No club today...x.x..

Went Station 1 & beer again...

Haha...

my beer tummy started to 'pop out' ad le...

but i still love alcohol...

6/6

Phuture or Poppy??

Poppy or Phuture???

babe & me was headache on choosing which place to go...

Haiz...

At last..

Phuture no table...

We went for Poppy~

Crowded people till i hard to breathe inside...

Swear that i wont go to poppy on Saturday again..

Crazy crowded...

feeling not well...

And not in a good mood too...

Never smile...

My bebe said the picture i took that day like '4 daddy'...

Maybe there were too many memories in Poppy...

Hate it...

Pity babe lost her phone that night...

God bless her there will somebody else buy her a new phone...^^

7/6

Overnight at my babe's house...

Damn hungry when i wake up...

We went for Sushi King in Queen's Park..

after that sure Starbucks again~

Chit -chatting with her...

Accompanied her to reactivate her phone line..

Bad mood~

She is not in good mood too...

2 crazy woman decided to sing K in Neway...

waiting & eating & smoking..

Cant believe my babe will smoke together with me..

Haha... Bad frenz...

11pm... Karaoke time start...

Of course beer time start again...

LoLz....

8/6

I hate monday...

Blue & boring...

Accompanied bebe OT...

Felt super sleepy at office...

Even slept on my lunch time...

i swear that i must go to bed earlier tonight...

Just reached home...

Online~

Blogging~

Missing alcohol again...

Its time to beer>>

惊喜x意外

3/6/2009 星期三 忘了是晴天或雨天

今天收到了一封惊喜x意外的简讯...

我傻了

不晓得怎样去面对...

幸好比比在一旁支持着我..

捉住我的手

接电话时..

我紧张得不知所措

可是我知道自己必须冷静...

因为对方受的伤害可能比我来的大...

谈话中觉得她人还不错..

不知道为什么就把事情的真相完全告诉了她..

谈了很久

我留下了眼泪..

不知道原来一直以来也都被骗着..

到他的电话来了..

原以为他会温柔的解释或什么??

可并没有~

我被责怪为什么要诚实??

诚实就像一把刀..

伤害了彼此

我的心在淌血

一直以来累积给的伤害和背叛

都比不上这一刻的不关心来的痛...

受伤害的不只是她..

我早该醒来的...
可是理智总是不爱陪着我..

以前的我最期待礼拜三晚上..

可是今天的我觉得非常厌恶..

没有力气说话...

我就是个坏人.

拿着一把诚实的刀到处伤害别人...

~爱太痛

心很痛~

碎得我捡不回来了