我知道

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过娇纵 以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然 分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经温热幸福的梦 在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过

不让 这些眼泪白流

♥~Cass' s L!FE~♥

When i was sad..

Thanks for everyone being accompanied me...

Keep looking for lot of different 'events' for me every night~

♡ My bebe Celest ♡

♡ My babe Vinky ♡

They really work so hard on it...

Haha~

When the days i have no car..

really felt that i dun have friends~

Normally i will drive to find my honey>>my babe & bebe...

Stayed at home few days thinking bout nonsense...

Gosh~

I can't stay at home anymore...

Or else my brain will blast...

Lucky i still have them with me>>^^

21May

Bebe's KGL date her...

She brought me together to ♥Pavilion♥...

We went for ♥Starbucks♥ & movie there...

Then 'yum cha' at wangsa maju Feeling Cafe..

Did a stupid thing~

wrote a lyric on a piece of paper & asked the singer there wats d song title??

Hoho..

Lucky d pretty singer found out for me~

Thanks...

22May

System down for nearly 1 hour..

Bebe & I doing nothing in the office..

Kinda bored..

She quickly get some nap...

Lazy bump~

Suddenly miss my college life~

start sketching on a piece of paper...

Here is my artwork~

Kakaz...

Bebe took this photos & post on her blog ad...

Lolz...Promoting~

Friday ♥Phuture♥ nite again..

Single life clubbing nite..

But never took photo on that day...

My babe was drunk..for the first time~

Haha..

Take care of her is such a tired things...

No wonder why all my 'ji mui' hate when i was drunk...

Hoho...But its kinda fun right...

23May

A part time job bout 5 hours from my babe...

its only needs 3 person so my bebe cant join us... x.x

Keep smiling>>Stand for 5 hours>>

Tired..Tired...Tired....

& thirsty.. We cant bring in our bottles...

And its cold inside..Hungry~

LoLz...

Lucky my bebe never follow...SWT

Once finished work...

We went for steamboat~

all grabing food like a monster...

Kakaz...

Super tired & I slept very well that night...

Till i can't heard any phone rang... XP.

24May

Babe said wan go eat Japanese.

She gets her salary ad...

So never care of my Pan Mee..

Drive me to Midvalley with her Peugeot again...

Hoho...But she look like very nervous..

Scare that her babe Peugeot get scars...

Super hungry & cant wait for Japanese food..

We bought some Durian Pancake..

& Finished it within 2 minutes...

Nonstop ordering food like starve ghost there~

Hehe...

Table full of our order...

Yum Yum~

Love it...

After that sure my favourite>>♥Starbucks♥ again...

Nite Bebe called...

Go NZX Full House..

First time been there~

a nice decoration shop...

with many cute little things..

Hehe~

Captured photos like a crazy again..

After that Dolphine Cafe beer..

Thanks for Eric & Hans.

25May

Normal boring working day...

i hate Monday...

Duh~

My dinner went for ♥Sushi Zanmai♥ with him..

Once again...Japanese Food~

Yummy Yummy...

Nice wasabi made by ~*+CASS+*~

First time tried for Zaru Soba..

Not bad^^

♥Happiness food♥

M.!.S.S.!.N.G

刚刚看见我宝贝的部落. .

真的，真的很感动~

http://vinkylife.blogspot.com/

宝贝~

真得很抱歉. . .

丢了你在一旁. .

真的很想念那时整天赖在你家的日子. .

我和哈妮都把你家当成自己的家似的~

想起来都可笑. .

我甚至还擅自开了你家的一把新牙刷. .

说以后还有很多机会可以使用~

还经常擅自打开你的衣橱. .

有衣服就穿~

也没问过你可不可以. .

哈哈~

这是我们拿商店里的太阳眼镜来玩~

不停的拍照. . .

最近看见你的新照片. .

和你合照的已经不是我和哈妮了. .

真的令我有种失落感~

三个失恋的女人. .

突然冲上云顶~

放心好了. .

5/29

你的宝贝们都拿到薪水了~

可以陪你一起去重温我们的快乐时光^^

H.A.T.E

5/17 雨 星期日

今天完全没有和他见面. .

真的很不习惯~

他都很忙. .

没空理我. . .

早上拨了很多通电话才接.

可传来的是冰冷到极点的声音. .

我没多说什么. .

下午你传来信息. .

问我在干嘛?

还说等你做完事情后会来找我. .

等了又等. . . .

问你在做什么??

你说你在逛街. . .

晚上和比比出去喝酒~

你才打来. . .

使尽勇气去问你下午跟谁去逛街. . .

可是你却凶巴巴地回话. . .

你骂我什么?

我忘了. . 因为不想把那句话记在脑里. .

很自然的就忘了. . .

我要的越来越多了. .

我知道你是无法给我的. . .

曾经以为自己的容忍度很大~

曾经以为自己最会睁一只眼闭一只眼. . .

但其实并不是. . .

我比想象中更脆弱~

已经无力去承受了. . .

故事就到这了. . .

日记也到此为止了. .

很想大哭. .

可是眼泪怎么也挤不出来. .

我只想掉泪. .

♥~5/17 日记完毕~♥

5/16 雨 星期六

一整天都窝在男人家. .

今天突然问我. .

''要我叫你什么好呢??''

我第一个直觉反应就是 :

不要叫我宝贝. . .

因为> > 我曾经看见和听见别人叫你宝贝.

这个称呼对我来说顿时变得

不甜蜜. .

不幸福. .

也不可爱了~

一开始认识他的时候

他都叫我 bibi ~

我和男人说. .

我还是比较喜欢这个称呼. . .

男人无时无刻把电话放在手边. .

不停的在和某某人传着信息. . .

心很痛~

因为我不在男人身边的时候. .

他也是这样对我. . . . .

除此之外~

男人还有很多的小动作. .

看在眼里. . . 心除了痛. .

不晓得还能怎样. .

有时候宁可不要靠得太近

这样事情才不会被我一层一层的看透. . .

今天晚上的你出去了~

可我已经无力去猜了. . .

这个时候的我.

很想念啤酒. .

♥~5/16 日记完毕~♥

5/15 晴 星期五

车子送修理了..

今天bebe没上班..

由男人载我...

下班后在lrt站等待着..

虽然他迟到了一点点...

可是..这一刻的我感觉到幸福~

他带我到Big Apple买了甜甜圈，

还有Famous Amos的饼干...

都是我的最爱 ♥ ♥

呵呵~

就在我家门外，

一边聊天，一边吃着甜甜圈...

笨蛋的我还把甜甜圈上的糖粉喷的满车都是...

被骂了..可是是笑着的~ 嘻 ♥

过后还去了我家后边的游乐园..

荡秋千>>吹凉凉的风..

又坐滑梯>>>还把屁股擦得热热的~

过后坐上跷跷板>>

明明就是他的那一边比较低...

明明我就是比较轻的~ 呵呵

可男人硬要说我们不相上下...

一样重??

真给他气死了.. 笑♥

公司老板今天请客~

我们叫了pizza吃...

免费午餐>>>

受不了诱惑~

今天下午又跑去 ♥ Starbucks ♥ 喝 mocha..

天啊~ 我的薪水快全贡献给 Starbucks 了~

做了一件坏事..

和我同部门的同事Carmen~

竟然把Starbucks的杯子 ''拿'' 回来了>>>

哈哈~

Starbucks的纸巾 杂志 还有杯子

通通无一幸免~

我想让我的宝贝知道后一定会唠唠叨叨..

很多天没见到我的宝贝了~

超想念啊~~

♥~5/15 日记完毕~♥

5/14 晴 星期四

每一天和他发生的事都必须记下来...

这样我才不会忘记..

从今天早上一分手开始，

就互相传着信息..

男人说回到家后睡不着...

那当然~

没有我在就觉得很不自在吧?? (骄傲的女人)

男人说是中了我的毒.

以后每个晚上都必须见面才能睡觉了~

哈哈~

可我才不要让你每天和我见面...

不然你很快就会对我厌倦了>>>

‘’怎么又是这张脸啊??‘’

嘻嘻~

可是..自己还是会忍不住...

想要见面>> ♥ ♥

今天是有史以来和他互传简讯最高峰的一天...

纪念...

可是今晚男人忙...

没空理我~

嘴巴上装大方让他去..

可是心里大大不安死了~

男生都爱玩，只要懂得回家就行了...

这是他告诉我的...

下午喝了一杯 ♥ Starbucks ♥ ~

超级想念~

More more cream~

昨天晚上哈妮 突然打电话给我~

幸福道路上的她很久没见了...

可是听到的竟然是哭泣..

她说看到她男人的电话...

有一些令她不舒服..

别个女人传来的信息....

她很慌，很乱..

想要开口问，却不知怎样开口...

我告诉她不需要害怕.

勇敢以及诚实地问~

这是最重要的...

不要憋在心里..

有时候要懂得适当的无理取闹

这样男人才不会越踩越过~

我会教她..

可我却做不了>>

XP...

♥~5/14 日记完毕~♥

5/13 雨 星期三

男人抱怨我经常忘东忘西的..

要我写日记...

爽快地答应了...

呵呵~

不晓得真的能否每天维持这习惯??

凌晨3点钟..

和他还有他的妈妈到麦当劳吃早餐..

气氛很尴尬...

回他家的路上..

男人的妈妈突然问了一句:

咦? 不是送她回家(自己的)吗??

没错~

他的父母亲都不让我去他家过夜...

可男人说爱他就不应该害怕..

所以...我不管, 还是经常到他家过夜...

午饭的时候..

男人传了一封简讯来，

问我今天为什么没给他发信息??

他要生气了...

嘻嘻~

还说下次当他睡醒后要看到我的信息...

我当然说好~

下班后打了三通电话他才接...

告诉我在睡觉...

不是约好了去吃臭豆腐吗???

我的心又开始慌了...

不晓得你在那一边干嘛和谁在一起??

你问我为什么不开心...

不是不开心...

只是在猜不透~

除了臭豆腐...还吃了烧烟肉...

超级好吃~

嘻嘻...

要结束今天之前...

看见了令我难过的东西....

心情再次跌落谷底~ 无泪;

♥~5/13 日记完毕~♥

MeღBebe ~ Big Day

Woke up in the afternoon.

it was 9th May 2009 2:00pm...

Staring at the date on my phone...

its look like a big day for me....

who's birthday is it??

figure out after a long time~

it's my first working day in HSBC two years ago....

LoLzz....

Text my bebe immediately...

cause thats the place i first met her....

This is what we look 2 years ago...

Cass>>Christy>>Celest

They call us 3C....

Our first gathering.. @ sunway buffet steamboat...

After that went for BBQ at faye's house...

A BBQ held for welcoming us>Tranch 6 newbies

HSBC 2007 annual dinner @ KL Convention Centre

We so like to hang out everywhere that time...

But i always cant join them cause i've got a very trublesome bf..

he hate me to join frenz...Duh~

And bebe got a bf that loves her very much that time...

This is our first trip to PD..

sitting in Leong Leong gor's car...( Christy's ex bf lolz...)

Acting Super Model~

We just like to act crazy.... Kakaz....

Time pass very fast...

1 year later...my last day in HSBC....

Leong Leong gor bought me Secret Recipe's cakes...

Hmm..Yummy~

we all decided to leave....

Bebe gets a job in SIA...

ready to fly with her dream...

unfortunately due to some x-ray problem they had sent her back...

its quite a tough time for her i think...

Then i get another job in Jetstar airlines....

While she worked in Standard Chartered...

some argument between us & Christy...

Left me n bebe....

We hang out always together....

She intro her primary schoolmate to me >> Janice~middle that cute gal...

Yum cha clubbing shopping etc....

In ♥Poppy♥ with bebe& Jia Wen

In ♥CocoBanana♥

At ♥Sunshine♥

At ♥Sushi Zanmai♥ ~ Our favourite & happiness place...

My 20th birthday @ Poppy~

Our 1st JoGoYa @ 2007-Leong Leong gor is the boss

Our 2nd JoGoYa @ 2008 Oct-Jason Loh is the boss

Din take photos on our 3rd JoGoYa @2008 Nov- I.Z Lim is the boss

Bebe's 21st birthday @ Cave restaurant..

Bebe even brought us for tattoo...

invisible thai tattoo....

its really kinda pain....

haven start i already scream at there.... Haha....

Some another misunderstand & arguments..

we became less contact with Janice....

But bebe & i still continue hanging out everywhere....

LoLz...

At Old Town after tattoo...

Our 2009 CNY Penang trip....

Pretty lady under sunglasses~

At Penang MOIS club~

At 1U shopping mall~ She do the rebonding for the first time in this 2 years...

At MontKiara Clear pub~

Where we went on this memorable day??

''9th May 2009''

My babe Vinky drive to fetch us...

So touching nerh~

Thanks babe....

Then we went to Sunway Pyramid...

All shouting hungry in her car....

Our first destination was ♥Sushi Zanmai♥....

Yummy~ Yummy~

Ikura

Fried Tempura

Grilled Shishamo

Salmon Don

3 Kinds Sashimi

Soft Shell Crab Sushi

Nice Food~ Hehe~

Then we went for Forever 21 for shopping again...

She did a bad things there....

Hmm... Cant really tell here...

But as long as she is happy then enough...

Wakakakaz....

Tired of shopping.

Sure we went fot our favourite place again >> ♥Starbucks♥

After that babe fetch us back home...

thought our celebration end??

Hehe~

Yao Zu's birthday....

We went to Lost City....

Dear Elin >> Bebe >> Cass

This is what we look after 2 years....

**Friendship Forever**

P/S to bebe: No matter how & what happen, our friendship will remain the same & never change

being honest to each other is important,

so i will tell u everything that i know wont hide it from u...

Love u ya...^^